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Call Me Shandii :D
| 18 y/o |
| September 18, 1994 |

| Computer Science Student@TSU |
| Culinary Student@DCT |
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I'm THE Black Light Devil,
so please do not copy off of me :p
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Taken By Him and Only him <3
Before, Now, Always and Forever

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a rough sketch of my mind and feelings
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I'm Pretty RANDOM so don't ask me why i posted this, because even i dont know why xD

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CLICK THE ARROWS BELLOW
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  • I miss you . honestly, I never thought we&#8217;d end up in a long distance relationship.
I&#8217;ve always thought that we&#8217;d be together all the way&#8230;
But I&#8217;m still thankful. cause even though we&#8217;re far apart you remain faithful and loyal. I promise to be too .
I hope we  can get through this boo. i love you so much :*

    I miss you .
    honestly, I never thought we’d end up in a long distance relationship.

    I’ve always thought that we’d be together all the way…

    But I’m still thankful. cause even though we’re far apart you remain faithful and loyal. I promise to be too .

    I hope we  can get through this boo. i love you so much :*

    (Source: work-theroom, via this--too--shall--pass)

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  • It&#8217;s dificult cause even if your mind wants to do it. Your heart refuses to let go&#8230;

    It’s dificult cause even if your mind wants to do it. Your heart refuses to let go…

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  • Never give up. Cau&#8217;se if you decide to stop now you&#8217;ll never kbow what&#8217;s in the end.

    Never give up. Cau’se if you decide to stop now you’ll never kbow what’s in the end.

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  • I know i&#8217;m good for something i just haven&#8217;t found it yet&#8230;

    I know i’m good for something i just haven’t found it yet…

    (Source: lewky, via this--too--shall--pass)

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  • Whatever happens happens

    Whatever happens happens

    (Source: iwasadaisyfresh, via this--too--shall--pass)

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  • Hardest part of long distance relationships? 

It&#8217;s the fact that you got too used to being with them almost everyday, then suddenly you have to suffice  with just a short phone call or a text, that hurts the most

But through it all you stand do your best to show him/her your love. That even if you&#8217;re miles apart the love is still there and that someday he/she will come home to you.

    Hardest part of long distance relationships?

    It’s the fact that you got too used to being with them almost everyday, then suddenly you have to suffice with just a short phone call or a text, that hurts the most

    But through it all you stand do your best to show him/her your love. That even if you’re miles apart the love is still there and that someday he/she will come home to you.

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  • I MISS YOU! :(((((((((

#OniiBoo me miss chu :*

    I MISS YOU! :(((((((((

    #OniiBoo me miss chu :*

    (Source: 4nthony.com, via this--too--shall--pass)

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  • You&#8217;ve been busy / tired / sick a lot lately.
and i&#8217;m getting worried about you :(
yeah i admit it. i miss having not only late night conversations with you but also late night hang outs.
and i&#8217;m afraid we wouldn&#8217;t be able to do that anymore :(
i&#8217;m sorry i failed
i wish i had another chance
but i think it&#8217;s for the best ;(
and hopefully we can make it 

#LongDistanceIsKillingMe
#GoodbyeManila
#GoodbyeUST

:((

    You’ve been busy / tired / sick a lot lately.

    and i’m getting worried about you :(

    yeah i admit it. i miss having not only late night conversations with you but also late night hang outs.

    and i’m afraid we wouldn’t be able to do that anymore :(

    i’m sorry i failed

    i wish i had another chance

    but i think it’s for the best ;(

    and hopefully we can make it 

    #LongDistanceIsKillingMe

    #GoodbyeManila

    #GoodbyeUST

    :((

    (Source: fearlessknightsandfairytales, via pouring-thoughts)

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  • I miss you :(

#TinuluganAko T^T

    I miss you :(

    #TinuluganAko T^T

    (Source: pokec0re, via this--too--shall--pass)

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  • 
heywhatyahwant&#160;:
You said you would listen to my story tonight :(
but it&#8217;s fine.
i&#8217;ll be okay
just rest and get well soon okay?

-Can&#8217;t Sleep Without You Saying Goodnight ;-;

    heywhatyahwant :

    You said you would listen to my story tonight :(

    but it’s fine.

    i’ll be okay

    just rest and get well soon okay?

    -Can’t Sleep Without You Saying Goodnight ;-;

    (Source: asdfghjkllove, via asdfghjkllove)

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  • ok i get it you dont care about my future. but can&#8217;t i at least live in my present? as in LIVE not be caged and watched all the time, i would have killed myself already if it wasn&#8217;t for him, without him i&#8217;m dead. it&#8217;s just him now
i wanna run away
don&#8217;t worry about me i&#8217;ll get a job and take care of myself you dont have to think about me, you don&#8217;t have to look for me, just forget i even existed, that you even gave birth to me

no it&#8217;s not your fault,flaw or &#8216;pagkukulang&#8217; it&#8217;s just me.
this is me and i&#8217;m not what you want me to be and i&#8217;m sorry. but i&#8217;m already here and it&#8217;s too late to turn back.
no, not too late. i refuse to
i&#8217;m ok with what i am -imperfect
and i know i&#8217;m no where close to you &#8216;dream panganay&#8217; i&#8217;m sorry ok? i can&#8217;t take it when you tell me i dont love my parents cause i do. you just think i dont cause i can&#8217;t live up to your expectations and i&#8217;m sorry
but cant you just accept me for who i am?
i&#8217;ll go, soon i will don&#8217;t worry i&#8217;ll make your problems and burdens less.
if i leave it&#8217;ll be a great weight lifted upon you i promise soon i&#8217;ll go.
go to some place and work or just go to that place where there&#8217;ll be no more problems, no more sadness. but never ever forget I LOVE YOU MOM AND DAD

    ok i get it you dont care about my future. but can’t i at least live in my present? as in LIVE not be caged and watched all the time, i would have killed myself already if it wasn’t for him, without him i’m dead. it’s just him now

    i wanna run away

    don’t worry about me i’ll get a job and take care of myself you dont have to think about me, you don’t have to look for me, just forget i even existed, that you even gave birth to me

    no it’s not your fault,flaw or ‘pagkukulang’ it’s just me.

    this is me and i’m not what you want me to be and i’m sorry. but i’m already here and it’s too late to turn back.

    no, not too late. i refuse to

    i’m ok with what i am -imperfect

    and i know i’m no where close to you ‘dream panganay’ i’m sorry ok? i can’t take it when you tell me i dont love my parents cause i do. you just think i dont cause i can’t live up to your expectations and i’m sorry

    but cant you just accept me for who i am?

    i’ll go, soon i will don’t worry i’ll make your problems and burdens less.

    if i leave it’ll be a great weight lifted upon you i promise soon i’ll go.

    go to some place and work or just go to that place where there’ll be no more problems, no more sadness. but never ever forget I LOVE YOU MOM AND DAD

    (Source: , via this--too--shall--pass)

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  • we-should-fuck-now-that-i:

You make me love you love you bay-beh… with a Little L.
#jamiroquai

    we-should-fuck-now-that-i:

    You make me love you love you bay-beh… with a Little L.


    #jamiroquai

    (via sinking-lives)

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